A lot of people have been asking me if the Yarn Harlot ever accepted my apology and "forgave" me. The simple answer is this:
No. She did not accept my apology. She felt my sin was too great. And also that she did not forgive me.
A friend of hers told me her exact words. They were not pretty.
But I have a clean conscience because I did my part. AA says that apologizing means that I have "cleaned my half of the street". Whether or not she accepts my apology is immaterial. I apologized and asked forgiveness. That is all God ever wanted me to do and so I am at peace.
And so, all I'm going to say forevermore is this: